IF I WILL DIE

As am not among 7 chiranjeevis (who live forever) of hindu theology-

Ashwathama, Maha Bali, Vyasa, Hanuman, Vibhishana, Kripacharya

and Parashurama, are the 7 long lived, am sured that man is mortal.

As am not a genus of Protozoa consisting of shapeless unicellular

organisms(Amoeba) which has natural death only, as am not among

reptiles like tortoise & crocodile(long lived), i can't decline the poem

of former prime minister A B Bajpai about death.I could not forget

Madhusudan Rao also.

"Re atman, nidra parihari

fedi chintar lochan, kar kar nirikshan

nishabde jeevan shrot dhaunchhi kipari

bhetibaku mrityusindhu karal lahari "

Also in The Gita(gita sugita karttabyo kimanai shastrabistarai), Vedavyas

(vyas means to devide) wrote-

banshasi jirnani yatha bihay

but am in doubt whether vyas wrote that for expressing atma(soul)

or onion(scientific name-allium cepa). Layer after layer present

in Allium Cepa. Also onion easily cut  by knife. But Vyas wrote in

subsequent stanza that-

nain chhindanti shastrani nain dahati pabakah

na chain claidayantapoh na shosayati marutah.

 Whether soul will enter in another body or will go to debalok, brahmalok

& shivalok. It's my happiness that i(my soul) will go to outside of sourmandal

in free of cost & without the help of rover curiousity. my soul perform better

than curiousity as curiousity went only mars.I will break the record of

sunita williams(pandya) for staying more than 195 days & more than 5 space

walks. So it is better to die than live with unsuccessful.

But my belligerent  lover (also have no lover) will declare a nuclear war

with GOD of Death Yamraj for not allowing him to take my soul.

After that another amabasya(like savitri amabasya) will be observe .

I gave nominee as my mother in 15 lakh insurance. So untill i give nominee

to her instead of my mother, she will continue the war instead of rise

the confidential building measure with Yamraj. No ambassador or

high commisioner can't interfere to bring any treaties among them.

If i will die, i will be glad as my mother earth will be relax & take his

breath with happily because she will get relief to carry my waight in

her head(crust). Also according to BMI(body mass index) & WHR

(waste hip ratio), am a few waight only. Am not among Apple man

or Pear Woman. Lack of 13.5 lakh litres of blood in a year in my mother

 India.So if i will know the death time before my death, i can give

my 6 litres blood(according to carl landsteiner am universal donor)

& die due to  number of red blood cells or their oxygen-carrying capacity

 is insufficient to meet physiologic needs (Anaemia). Also i & my friend

already registered to give heart, kidney & eyes. I have no hope for

obituary in Swargadwar(puri) or in shasman of my village, which was

aim of jnajpith award winner padmashree Sachidananda Routraya(kavita

 1962 book is also in IAS main course for odia literature). But he cremated

in Sati chaura(Cuttack) instead of his village.

" seithi achhi mo sathi ghar

seithi dine jalib sese, mohari chita nianti

chhot mor gaanti " (Sachi Routraya)

My aim only to fertilise the soil of my motherland, so i like buried under

soil insted of burning as it pollutes environment.

But don't know why am not want to die. Giving answaers to Yaksha,

Dharmaraj Yudhisthir said that-

"ahani ahani bhutani gachhantih yamalayam

shesa jibitum ichhanti kimascharyat param" (The Mahabharat)

After  Analysis (not real or complex analysis in math) of death

You cannot find peace by avoiding life. (Virginia Woolf)

With Regards,

Sri Bibhuprasad Mohapatra

Rayagada Head Post Office

Email-Padmacharan123@gmail.com

Mob-07735759405